Why Can't We?

Current mood:contemplative

Why can't we feel?
Why can't we touch?
Why can't we smell?
Why can't we hear?
Why can't we think clearly?
Why can't we love unconditionally?
Why can't we choose what is right?
Why can't we let the past go?
Why can't we lose control?
Why can't we walk without fear?
Why can't we focus 100% on GOD?
Why can't we learn from our mistakes?
Why can't we snap our fingers to our own beat?
Why can't we express how we feel?
Why can't we choose our life?
Why can't we know our future?
Why can't we wait to get married?
Why can't we take our time?
Why can't we see a person's perfections instead of the imperfections?
Why can't we smile on the inside?
Why can't we get along?
Why can't we dance the night away?
Why can't we work hard?
Why can't we show vunerablity?
Why can't we run to our problems?
Why can't we ask for help?
Why can't we sleep at night?
Why can't we speak?
Why can't we see our purpose in life?
Why can't we just give up?
Why can't we just be?
Why can't we just do?
Why can't we just go?
Why can't we not waste time?
Why can't we be content?


I'll tell you why... Beacause We Are HUMAN!

This is for the guys that finish last...

Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life


This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny

/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they're at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don't end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn't worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you'd ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn't have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing "serious" between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: "oh, but we're just friends!" And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you're nice like that.

The nice guys don't often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don't seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can't. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as "oh, he's too nice to date" or "he would be a good boyfriend but he's not for me" or "he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn't possibly ask him out!" or the most frustrating of all: "no, it would ruin our friendship." Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can't figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I'm going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn't last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you're sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming. SPOKEN!

-BIZ

Currently watching :
Chappelle's Show - Season 2
Release date: By 24 May, 2005

“Leaves, Branches, Trees... or Roots!"

Leaves, Branches, Trees, or ROOTS
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Blogging


I come to testify to you that GOD is the Greatest at understanding because...duh...he created it. However, I digress; I now understand why HE places different types of people in our lives for a certain reasons. Some are forever, some are temporary, some never was meant to be met, and I am a witness to all three. Some people I have encountered were there for me when I needed, but truly was not FOR me, ya know? Everything I have ever wanted or needed in life thus far GOD has put me in the position to get it or put a person in my life for me to get what I want or needed. These people think that without them, Brandon W. Mosley would not be where he is today or in the position to be where he is, but I come to say to those people, "HA!" GOD Almighty already laid out my destiny for me and you were ONLY a TOOL, and it was my skill that GOD has blessed me with, that helped me get to the top. I admit that I am still climbing up the ladder of success and will encounter more people, and to those who are FOR me, meaning, you have not lied to me, stabbed me in the back, tried to take away from GOD's glory, or down played my character, I thank you for being my friend and my root. See, I have had a few dead branches in my life lately that I have recently cut off, why you asked, because there was NO growth…and I am all about growth. I saw that once these branches were cut or deleted out of my life they tend to call me FAKE! Whoa! When they never were true to me from the jump...so who was really the FAKE one? What is so crazy is…no love is lost! I do not have any hard feelings due to you bashing my name and character. Like I said, "people were placed in my life for different reason and I thank GOD for you, because if it wasn't for you showing who you really are when I cut you off made me realize if you were truly for me or not. Now do not get cha boy twisted, some Trees were cut and deleted, understood and moved on with life just as I have. Some leaves come and go so quick I do not remember their names, but I assure that new leaves will come back in the spring. Branches think that they are everything because they catch all the weather, but are as frail as the leaves and are easily broken. Trees are strong and can be around for years but as soon as the hurricane come…no more trees. Ah...but those ROOTS! No matter what happens to the rest of the plant the roots holds sounder than any part of the tree. If the leaves fall, the roots will provide the nutrients for them to grow back, as for the branches too. If the tree is cut down….the roots will replace the tree, because, within underground the roots are still growing. Leaves fall every season, Branches break when the wind blows hard, trees fall when cut… but the ROOTS never go anywhere… and for those of you that GOD has made a ROOT in my life I thank you for being OF me, BY me, WITH me, and most importantly FOR me!!! I Love You and GOD bless! Let us grow together! Now that you have read all of this ask yourself, what are you to me? Leaves, Branches, Trees, or ROOTS? I have Spoken!!!



-Biz


Currently listening :
Purpose by Design
By Fred Hammond & Radical for Christ
Release date: By 21 March, 2000

Love.... Who Needs It?

Love...Who needs it?
Category: Romance and Relationships


Love? Mmmaaannn FUCK love. Who needs it? Love is nothing but trouble. It has brought me nothing but trouble and pain. It effects your whole lifestyle. I mean you can not complete a simple task at work without love coming in and distracting you for a few minutes. Next thing you know, hours has passed and so has your deadline. You go out and get clowned by your peoples cuz they know when u been around love because it leaves this residue that makes you look like you are glowing with this radiant light. You try your best to brush it off you, but the sad realization is once it's on you...you can not wipe it off. Love sometime causes you to lose your appetite because you are so caught up in its goodness you may miss a meal or two. Man love will make you say "yes" more time than no, because under normal circumstances you would say "you betta get da hell out my face wit that bull." Let me tell you, once love enters your mind it acts like aggressive cancer. It spreads to your heart and once your heart is filled with love then infiltrates your soul. Once your soul is infected with love you might as well cancel any plans that u had in the near future because love might not permit you to go anymore. Game is over son!! The life you once lived is now dead and had been buried. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Now have been re-borned into this world of love. But you know what's so funny...when love isn't around you feel empty...you feel lost...you feel incomplete, you feel disoriented. With all this problems love bring that is why I asked..."who really needs love?" Well I ain't gon' lie....I need it. I need it to get me through that rough day at work. I need it when I'm out with the peeps and it reminds me of how good I have it at home and not to go astray. I need it to let me know that the foods I am eating are not healthy enough. I need to say yes sometimes instead of being so mean, closed, and secluded from the world. I am dying. Love entered my mind and spread quickly to my heart. Now my soul is being taking over by the cancer and soon the person you once knew will no longer exist, but not to fear because I will be reborn like a butterfly from it's cocoon in the spring. I will no longer feel empty, lost, or alone. From ashes to ashes...dust to dust...here lies B. Mosley... cause of death: L.O.V.E.

The Biz has SPOKEN

Currently listening :
12 Play
By R. Kelly
Release date: 09 November, 1993

Things Women may not know about a Man....

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

A Letter....To My Son...

Current mood: loved

To My Son




My Son, no words cannot explain how much joy you have brought into my life.

When I 1st saw you, the sun seemed brighter, the grass seems greener, and the purpose of life seemed much more meaningful.

1st Corinthians 13:13 says, "And now these three remain, faith, hope, and love, but the greatest of these is love."

My Son you are the epitome of love.

I thank you for grabbing my heart and taking it to the highest level of love that can be reached in human form.

My Son the love you have given me can never be spoken by human words, but can be expressed by your touch.

My Son you have given me focus, strength, passion, and a renewed faith in my GOD

And because of that I will live my life for you and make sure your gift shall not be in vain.

My Son because of you I can stick out my chest proudly & say you are my 1st born, my 1st Son, and most importantly my 1st true love…

My Son I love you, and can't wait to get to heaven to see and touch you again…


Love Your Father,

Brandon Mosley, Sr.

Currently listening :
Shine Through It
By Terrence Howard
Release date: 2008-09-02

I wonder what changed.....

June 29, 2009 7:30pm

I realized a few months back that I have been stressed like crazy. So as I try to deal with finding the stress free solution I to get through the storms of life, i decided to get a personal massage therapist. After a few sessions she asked, "Do you have a Journal?" Manly pride quickly stepped in and I responded, "heck naw! why would I have a diary?" She rebuttal, "well i feel a lot of tension in your back where you hold stress from the pass. It could range from childhood to recent. you should let those emotions flow thru ur mind n body then out thru your fingers." Im not much of a writer so I decided to blog of my pass & daily thoughts.

I think I will stop today....

If god says the same, ill blog tomorrow.

-Biz